Separated at birth?? Lewis Smith James Franco

Sad

Hey im here,
Been trying to figure out my life. Controlling my air and food and movement.
I am in pain all the time but cannot go to the Dr. I have been turned off to them. I will not be a stereotype that is on medication.
I do not have a support system for i am a pariah in my family. I am so sad most of the time, with bouts of angry. It makes me ugly.
All people see is a fat body but not the crippling ache in my bones and my heart. I stay inside most of the time and when i do go out its late at night so no one will see me.. much. Thank God for twentyfour hour Walmarts and taxies, Or else i would never go out.
sux to be me
feelin' sorry for myself,
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(¸.·´ (¸*´¨(♥ Terri

Shop Handmade - Rewarding Creativity

Shop Handmade - Rewarding Creativity

I made some more spiders and listed them ...


http://cgi.ebay.com/SPARKLY-SPIDER-PENDANT-SKULPTURE-SPI-02-0003-/290473428159?pt=Handcrafted_Artisan_Jewelry&hash=item43a190c4bf

My neice had a baby girl she is beautiful. She is her first and is over 8 lbs! whats worse she didn't even have a long hard labor. She (my neice) has always been a fortunate person.

My girl turned 21 this month and i baked her a cake, well its really a Boston Cream Pie.
She is a sort of gothic style girl, so its a creepy spider cake. The roses are made with a homemade marshmellow fondant.

I fully don't use this blog enough.

hmmm what to talk about.

I have been feverishly been listing auctions on etsy lately, I am trying to use up all my beads so i can get to work on some other projects that i have been neglecting around the house.

I need to paint my dressors and get to work on some other crap i mean crafts i have put on hold, like my dolls and some cosplay items and costumes.

I get these ideas for things to do and buy the items but with my bad health and all they kind of sit for a long time.
I am in hopes i can get myself together enough to get them done. And get rid of the clutter. gee good thing i dont have any hording problems. (said sarcasticly because appearantly i do) :)
It's not the trash kind of hording where there is cat poop and newspapers all over the place its just a lot of clutter and being broke i dont have the heart to throw valuable things away.
I have old books and fabrics and beads and all the things associated with that, I have faux fur and hair for dolls, I have spools of yarn and embroidery floss and people give me boxes of crafty things like fashion doll heads and sequins and other strange and wonderful stuff and over the years it has gotten crazy! I could probably open a craft shop if i had the money for brick and morter store rental!

ahhh me.

http://www.etsy.com/shop/TCURIOUS0111

I just watched a couple of shows on youtube .com called "How Clean is your house" it's an English television show.

Now i have the urge to clean my own house top to bottom :(

I made more things and listed some on ebay

Weighting For Health Care

And because no one seems to grasp the concept of ‘risk factor’ or ‘causation vs corellation’, this is what happens – fat people avoid seeking medical assistance because of rude, uncaring, ignorant health professionals who think all fatties are lazy gluttons, which means their health issues get worse before they get help which means they end up costing the health system more than if they had sought timely medical intervention. The problems is so obvious yet remains the (fat) elephant in the middle of the room.

http://www.fatlotofgood.org.au/?p=423

Video Game Health Care Bill

I've been working on some more projects.
This bracelet style was inspired by Smader Grossman

HAPPY EARTHDAY!

I wonder if I should Make an Earthday cake??






I made these earrings ... a whole bunch of these but sadly I didn't get them up on aucton on time.
Perhaps they would be good teacher gifts?

Ok, I'm not much of a blogger. I'm more of a bloggee, I like to link and read others blogs.

I have a few that you all should look at, I am not going to list them here just look at my list yourself.

I have been managing my fibro, my boys, my house AND trying to figure out how to sell my items. Boy !It's hard enough for me to think let alone managing all this and more with my health the way it is.



It seems however people like my edgy pieces, like the Black Skull Rosaries.
So i am going to concentrate more on these. But its getting harder to find 6mm black beads that are affordable and the "Good black and white skull beads" I used to be able to get.



I have been making some of the seed bead pieces that i have been getting ideas for. Mainly from Bead and Button or Step by Step bead mags and others of the like.

Here is a pic of one...





I made this with Gunmetel color seed beads and blue glass cube beads with 15/o crystal line beads and black nymo thread or maybe its kevlar i dont remember. I think it came out ok.
Right now I am working on an alternet color of the same pattern bracelet. these are about 7" to 7.5"

I have been doing some more seed bead work. I kinda like these :)
The second one is made exactly like the first one except i migrated the darker beads towards the ends. It made the spiral more prominant.